nothing new.

so im finally about to go to bed and i thought i should write something, so here i am. today pretty good cus it was my day off! it felt so great to sleep in and be by myself in the house. its soooo relaxing. i basically sat infront of the computer all day emailing people that i haven't talked to in a while and sending out pictures and showing this site. at about 1pm, i took mitchie to petsmart to get groomed. he really needed it. then ian and i went to commisary to get groceries and picked up mitch on the way home. we had dinner and then played WoW from 7pm to 1am. (yeah, i know, we are dorks.) around 9:30 i suggested that we go out to a club or something, but ian didn't want to, and after me begging, he still didn't want to, so that was the end of that. so yeah, hopefully something fun will happen this weekend. i have to work 1-10 tomorrow and im off on sunday, yay! so anybody want to do something, get intouch with me! i want to go out!!

so yeah, today was a good day. i got my nails done and went to work. i had a very uneventful day at work, but somehow it went by really fast. i talked to my natalie tonite and that was awesome. i miss her so much! i heard that she wrote something in her myspace blog about me, which is cool, but i totally wish i could just be on myspace and see it. i never realized how that crazy site kept you in touch with everyone so easily. well, maybe someday i'll have it back, and that day will be great.

why i love coheed and cambria..

i always like my life to have a soundtrack. it may sound stupid, but if something changes in my life i like to listen to a new band, or new album. if i listen to it a lot during a period of time, it becomes part of my soundtrack.
so..im sitting here listening to coheed and cambria cus they always put me in a good mood and i finally remember why this cd makes me feel so happy. this is part of my soundtrack! it was fall last year, (i love fall!) and that's when i was meeting new people, like doug, bonnie, chris, danny, and nic. That's a fun group to hang with. work was awesome because it was michelle, dave, shelly, kristin, and samantha, and everyday was fun! i miss that a lot.

mitch licking ian's head while he plays halo 2, how cute! 

finally a pic of ian and i 

a gorgeous rose that i received on valentines day, from a stranger, not from ian. 

me and emily coming back from the club...boy, was i drunk! 

my beautiful samantha! 

my lovely shells!

my shelly!

my natalie and little mitchie! oh how i love them both! :) 

we love to play together! 

my big baby! 

Great song

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is
A reminder of what I'll never have
I'll never have... I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.

--From Autumn To Ashes, Short Stories With Tragic Endings

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well, do to such popular demand, i am back and telling you more about my fucked up life.
well, recently i have moved to Waldorf, MD and its ok, i guess. i hate the drive and being away from everything that was once just 5 minutes away, but without that complaint, the house itself is pretty cool. i love mitchie actually having someplace to run around in. other than moving, not much as been going on, which is fine with me cus moving and last month in general, was far too stressful.

yesterday went like this

yesterday was very intersting and very eventful. ian and i went to the commissary on andrews to get groceries cus we had no food in the house. then after that, we roamed a little on base, getting alcohol in the shoppet and then to home traditions to get stuff for mitch. while in home traditions we ran into a girl that we both knew from high school, which was weird but cool too. we then went home to unload groceries and have lunch then we were out the door again to ikea, i have no idea why, but its a really fun place to go. we wandered around and then the best part are the 50 cent hot dogs before you walk out the door. then for no apparent reason we went to carmax in laurel. ian was schooling me in cars, prices, models -- everything. then it started raining, so while we were holed up in the carmax building, we sat in like every car on the floor. yeah, i know i can't afford the lexus convertible for $43,000 or the mini cooper type-s for $23,000 but its so nice to sit in it and dream! haha! we went to best buy after that, but didn't buy anything. i thought about buying world of warcraft for myself so i can play with ian in his guild, but i didn't. umm, yeah, so that's when we finally came home and watched hitch, which i thought was a really funny movie, even though it got really sappy at the end.
so we had a very eventful day and i think one of the best parts of it was not listening to any rap in the car! hahaha!
ok, im done.

hahaha, i have this now..

well, yeah, my husband, (yes, i am married) deleted my myspace, and i now have this. myspace is fuckin awesome but it does perpetuate high school mindsets, with popularity and friends adding you just because you look good in your pics. i still loved it. anyways, my husband didn't want me to have it and deleted it for me, thanks!
now i have this and i will use it and make sure i put all my fucked up thoughts and feelings in here. i hope you all read and enjoy it.

this is my doggie, mitchie! i love him sooo much! 

i love these sunglasses!