Great song

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is
A reminder of what I'll never have
I'll never have... I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.

--From Autumn To Ashes, Short Stories With Tragic Endings

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well, do to such popular demand, i am back and telling you more about my fucked up life.
well, recently i have moved to Waldorf, MD and its ok, i guess. i hate the drive and being away from everything that was once just 5 minutes away, but without that complaint, the house itself is pretty cool. i love mitchie actually having someplace to run around in. other than moving, not much as been going on, which is fine with me cus moving and last month in general, was far too stressful.