it still hurts

i saw it the other day

i felt it

(at least for me)

and not because i want you

or want you to belong to me

it is weird,

because i still think of you as family.

(you know how my family is)

(how i don't really have much family)

and i realized that you are not

and never will be.

it is why i still hurt and can never tell you this

ever.