yea!!!

oh wow! everything in the past two days has been so different and i haven't stopped smiling. i believe i am in love, but not with just one thing, because i see that where the trouble starts. i am in love with love, life, and everything around me. i am enjoying life, riding by the seat of my pants life. i wouldn't have it any other way. things right now are so easy to get down about but fuck that, there's no time to get down. i am excited. and i am 'bout to get Outback!!!

the evolution of beauty...

thankfulness

when i am sorry for myself i look around and feel
this.
healthy, conscious, potential.
its gonna be ok.

what's on my mind

right now i can't say
whats on my mind
but what im feeling
its you.
in me, around me, on me,
on my mind.
you are too hard to ignore.
i hope you understand what
you are to me,
what you always will be.
please don't run away.
oh god, i just can't say
right now
what's on my mind.

right now i have written this..

to feel the things that i feel now
to smile that same way that i have totally forgotten
the confusion goes away and a plan is written
with words that are filled with love, hope and desire
to feel the tightly folded note in my pocket
material evidence of
the understanding and certainty that washes over me
with every deep breath and every tear that i still cry
i didn't think i was to
feel these things that i feel now.

beautiful song for a beautiful day..

We'll do it all

Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

snow patrol - chasing cars

this is such a great song on a day like this. its a beautiful day with blue skies and the sun shining down. it makes you thankful for everything and everyone.

i wish..

i wish there were something to say
or something to do,
to make everyone happy.
i wish i knew what would make me happy.
im on the verge of something... i know it.