eww gross weather!

COLUMBIA...BALTIMORE...ANNAPOLIS... WALDORF...ST MARYS CITY...FROSTBURG... CUMBERLAND...STAUNTON... WAYNESBORO... HARRISONBURG...WINCHESTER...FRONT ROYAL... CHARLOTTESVILLE...LEESBURG...
..SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS ARE EXPECTED WITH TORNADOES POSSIBLE TODAY...

AN INTENSE LOW PRESSURE SYSTEM WILL MOVE FROM THE OHIO VALLEY TODAY INTO THE NORTHERN GREAT LAKES TONIGHT. A STRONG COLD FRONT EXTENDING FROM THIS LOW WILL CROSS THE REGION TODAY... REACHING THE CHESAPEAKE BAY THIS EVENING. THUNDERSTORMS ARE EXPECTED TO DEVELOP ALONG AND AHEAD OF THE FRONT THIS AFTERNOON.

UNSEASONABLY STRONG WINDS ALOFT WILL LEAD TO SOME THUNDERSTORMS PRODUCING SEVERE WEATHER TODAY. WINDS IN THE ATMOSPHERE TODAY ALSO ARE FAVORABLE FOR TORNADOES TO DEVELOP.

THIS STORM SYSTEM HAS A HISTORY OF PRODUCING SEVERE WEATHER AND TORNADOES FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS.

MUCH OF THE SEVERE WEATHER IS EXPECTED TO BE ALONG AND EAST OF INTERSTATE 81. THE GREATEST RISK OF SEVERE WEATHER TODAY IS IN THE BALTIMORE AND WASHINGTON METROPOLITAN AREAS AND SOUTHERN MARYLAND. THE MOST LIKELY TIME FOR SEVERE WEATHER WILL BE DURING THE AFTERNOON HOURS.

IN ADDITION...MUCH OF THE AREA WILL EXPERIENCE MODERATE RAIN THROUGH THE AFTERNOON HOURS. THE HEAVIEST SHOWERS AND THUNDERSTORMS WILL PRODUCE A FEW AREAS OF TORRENTIAL RAINFALL WILL BE POSSIBLE WHICH COULD LEAD TO ISOLATED FLOODING.

EVERYONE ACROSS THE AREA IS URGED TO VERY CLOSELY MONITOR WEATHER CONDITIONS TODAY. BE PREPARED TO SEEK SAFE SHELTER IMMEDIATELY TODAY AS THUNDERSTORMS WILL BE MOVING VERY QUICKLY...IN EXCESS OF 50 MPH... LEAVING LITTLE TIME TO SEEK SAFE SHELTER.

i love the weather channel.com!

i fuckin' hate weather like this. i almost never want to go out. this is not good. but oh well. also, i think i lost my phone charger, which is not good cus the battery is dead. also, not good. had some real fucked up dreams about making coffee all wrong and i had a huge overwhelming feeling of disappointment. not from making the coffee, it was something else. not cool. but fuck that, fuck everything, its going to be ok.

my mom

i talked to my mom yesterday and that was a horrible idea. i never hear from her when everything is alright, only when everything is falling apart. so she does her normal rant about how everything is not working for her and that she is trying. she is always trying, she never just does anything. that bothers me to the fullest and i also hate it because i seem to be taking after her. damn, that makes me soo mad! anyways, i am on the phone with her for over an hour and i haven't gotten a word in and i only do when she asks for money. yep, she wants me to give her money yet again. but this time, i really don't have it. i gave her money like 2 or 3 weeks ago. what the fuck?!? she only listened to me for about 3 minutes as i was pacing back and forth telling her i don't know exactly how to do what i need to do for myself and that i can't take care of her. then after that she goes back saying that she didn't know what to do, no words of encouragement or anything to me, just that her plan of me getting her out of trouble just fell through. i wanted to throw the phone, because she always, always does this. ian says i shouldn't let it bother me, but i do. At least during the first day. she always pushes my buttons. i suppose its a gift that all mothers have. one of the reasons why i don't want to become one, i never want to treat my kid like this, make them feel helpless and insufficient. and so im getting off the phone with her and before we hang up she says she hopes she doesn't take up drinking again because of this. ARE YOU SERIOUS!?!? who says that?!? why would you say that?!? thanks mom, make me feel responsible for your drinking problem that you had along with the mortgage you can't afford, and your job that sucks, and when you don't have lights, and the lack of car, and if you have to go to the doctor and can't pay for it.
thanks, that's what i needed.

i wrote this about a year ago, but it still fits..
Current mood: crushed





i breathe a sigh of relief when around you

my muscles relax

you are my drug, i must have you

i inhale you with my entire being,

i absorb you through my pores

the world falls away and we are alone

this is perfect

god i wish you knew.. like it would make a difference.

"And miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms"


and oh well, here i go worried about what you think when i shouldn't be. it doesn't matter, i will always love you regardless of what you think or don't think of me and i guess that's what i'll always hold on to.

me right now.. did you know?

so i got this job offer and im excited. don't know what will become of this. i am up at 7:30am wide awake and worried, which sucks. i have flutters in my heart when i hear hope and promises. winter is here and that is simply awful. i miss mitchie. i don't want to miss the next 2 months. i love you.

Halloween Party!!

me and my roomies!